The book I’m working on getting published now is an exploration of what would happen if the “toxic masculinity” represented by Asmodeus were to fall in love with the energy of a demonic feminine power like Leviathan. She represents the wounded feminine unwillingly forced into her masculine energy in
Some entities that I explored in my recently completed writing project: In demonology and occultism, Leviathan and Vepar are two distinct entities, but they share some connections: Shared Associations 1. Water: Both Leviathan and Vepar are associated with water. Leviathan is often depicted as a sea serpent or dragon, while
Fyodor Dostoevsky said “Beauty will save the world” and Nick Cave quoted him in Nature Boy on the album, Abbatoir blues. It isn’t lack of beauty that anyone actually longs for though. For you can be beautiful and still not seen or loved. When you feel bitter and envious
I’ve realized that the most important thing I cab do moving forward to shift into my most authentic timeline is to maintain my own frequency regardless of whatever happens around me. There are some sad moments coming up and some ecstatic ones too. I have several exciting irons in
The weight of my memories can be a curse to those who tried to claim me, even if I don’t consciously intend it to be, a perpetual reminder of their own darkness. It takes them in it‘s tentacles and never let’s them go. I'd prefer
We, as women, hold within us a deep-seated wildness and holiness that cannot be tamed. I resonate with dark mother archetypes, myself; Hecate, Cailleach, and Persephone. I do not fear Santa Muerte and have felt her presence as protective in my life. Here’s a quote that made me think:
I've become less misanthropic and cynical this year. I genuinely believe in the goodness of humanity now. There were different synchronicities which catalyzed this shift from a previous dystopian disillusionment that plagued me most of my days. One of these? Santa came early. It was actually a neighbor
First, good news! My project titled Powerful Price is currently being reviewed by publishers. I decided to blog some of the reflections inspiring me to write on this page. So here is one of my favorites: We must bear in mind that the otherworldly forces within us, which are us,
Is it the beginning of the ascension into a 5D earth and the merging of twin flame souls or the delusions of a neurodivergent weirdo with too much opposite Neptune in her astrology chart and a maniacal addict? Think Sin City collided with Cloud Atlas narrated by Dr Orpheus from
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